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Sunday, December 25, 2005
Merry Christmas to all! The arrival of Christmas indirectly also implies New Year is around the corner... Hmm... Time for me to set new resolutions for the coming year. But I doubt it will not vary much...
Shopping spree is on top of my list for the time being. Been out shopping with my family recently. Bought a lot of things, which I have been longing for. But at times, I really hate myself for buying so much. Money spent impulsively on the spur of that moment and it sets a smile on my face for a while and faded to a feeling of regret. Why?? I don't really understand myself... Haiz...
Mummy went to ask iPod Video for me, its $10 cheaper than Apple. Haha... I was sooooo close to owning my own iPod, but in the end, I decided not to get it.
-shrugs- I really cannot make up my mind.
Had my Final Driving Theory Test on Wednesday. Yes... I finally pluck up courage to go for that test. I passed! Did not study so was quite worried. Was praying real hard before I press the button "End Test". I was closing my eyes and part of me was thinking I would see a "Fail" on the screen, whereas another half was really anticipating a "Pass". Yeah! The latter appeared. Heaved a sigh of relief.
Went to Nokia shop and saw this phone- Nokia 7370 L'Amour. Wow... It really caught my attention. The colour is unique. Quite like it. Suddenly prefer this phone to Nokia 6111. But the price is of course nice too- $578. Hmm... How long will I take to save till this amount???
Common tests are less than 2 weeks away and I haven start revising... Where has my sense of urgency??? Please come back... I need you at this critical moment. Motivation and determination too...
+ Nokia 7370 +
+ Nokia 6111 +
Shopping spree is on top of my list for the time being. Been out shopping with my family recently. Bought a lot of things, which I have been longing for. But at times, I really hate myself for buying so much. Money spent impulsively on the spur of that moment and it sets a smile on my face for a while and faded to a feeling of regret. Why?? I don't really understand myself... Haiz...
Mummy went to ask iPod Video for me, its $10 cheaper than Apple. Haha... I was sooooo close to owning my own iPod, but in the end, I decided not to get it.
-shrugs- I really cannot make up my mind.
Had my Final Driving Theory Test on Wednesday. Yes... I finally pluck up courage to go for that test. I passed! Did not study so was quite worried. Was praying real hard before I press the button "End Test". I was closing my eyes and part of me was thinking I would see a "Fail" on the screen, whereas another half was really anticipating a "Pass". Yeah! The latter appeared. Heaved a sigh of relief.
Went to Nokia shop and saw this phone- Nokia 7370 L'Amour. Wow... It really caught my attention. The colour is unique. Quite like it. Suddenly prefer this phone to Nokia 6111. But the price is of course nice too- $578. Hmm... How long will I take to save till this amount???
Common tests are less than 2 weeks away and I haven start revising... Where has my sense of urgency??? Please come back... I need you at this critical moment. Motivation and determination too...
+ Nokia 7370 +
+ Nokia 6111 +
2:17 AM
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
Went to convention centre this afternoon to take some brochures regarding Accountacy course in NTU. Managed to clear my doubts on some questions too. The lady was quite nice to entertain all the questions that I enquire.
Was really shocked when I ask her the minimum grades to enter this course. Her answer was average A's... Gosh... I am already more than halfway through and now I realised I am lagging behind. Asked her what if average B's and her reply was "I don't think so."
Told daddy and mummy about it. They encourage me to just try my best. Suddenly overwhelmed with regret and sadness. Regret because I think I did not put in enough effort back in JC. Sad because my parents are working like nobody's business just to give us a better life and I am like wasting and slacking my time away. Now, it make me think twice whether to get the iPod Video which I have been eyeing at sometime ago. Though I've received a reasonable sum of money which I can use to buy it, but I've been questioning myself whether is it a must to get? I really don't know. Haiz... I hate myself for being so fickle-minded.
Was having Audit lecture when mummy messaged me and say daddy sprained his ankle. Don't know why, but suddenly feel like crying. Really hope daddy's ankle will recover as soon as possible. It really pain my heart to see him limping and yet have to work. Felt so useless. Must really try to get my license so that in time like this, I can at least drive him around. Please bless me~ Really don't wish to disappoint myself again and most importantly, my parents. Love them...
Was really shocked when I ask her the minimum grades to enter this course. Her answer was average A's... Gosh... I am already more than halfway through and now I realised I am lagging behind. Asked her what if average B's and her reply was "I don't think so."
Told daddy and mummy about it. They encourage me to just try my best. Suddenly overwhelmed with regret and sadness. Regret because I think I did not put in enough effort back in JC. Sad because my parents are working like nobody's business just to give us a better life and I am like wasting and slacking my time away. Now, it make me think twice whether to get the iPod Video which I have been eyeing at sometime ago. Though I've received a reasonable sum of money which I can use to buy it, but I've been questioning myself whether is it a must to get? I really don't know. Haiz... I hate myself for being so fickle-minded.
Was having Audit lecture when mummy messaged me and say daddy sprained his ankle. Don't know why, but suddenly feel like crying. Really hope daddy's ankle will recover as soon as possible. It really pain my heart to see him limping and yet have to work. Felt so useless. Must really try to get my license so that in time like this, I can at least drive him around. Please bless me~ Really don't wish to disappoint myself again and most importantly, my parents. Love them...
11:47 PM
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
This semester is really hectic. Plus school implemented a new rule that once you are more than 10mins late for tutorials or lectures, you will be marked absent. For someone like me, who is always late without fail, is really quite tough to be in school on time. Hopefully, I will not be marked absent throughout this semester. Trying really hard to kick off this bad habit.
I am really worn out... Projects are really tiring me out. Deadlines are suddenly something I dread to hear. For no particular reason, shopping has suddenly become a chore to me. Might be because there is nothing I would like to buy this moment. -Shrugs-
I am mentally exhausted. My mind and brain cells are not cooperating. Sometimes, I can just fall asleep while watching television. Wonder how am I going to survive this semester. Everything is so tough. Sometimes, I was pondering whether being in the line of accounting is really what I want to be doing for about 20-30 years of my life? What lies in my future lies in my hands and I do not want to take a wrong step. Every step is critical.
Was choosing my elective for year 3 sometime ago. Choose Financial Planning. Hope I will not regret choosing that. I really hate this kind of feeling. Pray hard that I will go for my attachment at the end of my year 3. I prefer to study all the way then go for attachment.
In the twinkling of an eye, common tests are around the corner, so is New Year followed by Chinese New Year. Definitely have to study doubly hard this semester, but where is my motivation and determination??? Still slacking like nobody’s business. Haiz… Really don’t want to be killed by any of the modules. HELP!!!~
I am really worn out... Projects are really tiring me out. Deadlines are suddenly something I dread to hear. For no particular reason, shopping has suddenly become a chore to me. Might be because there is nothing I would like to buy this moment. -Shrugs-
I am mentally exhausted. My mind and brain cells are not cooperating. Sometimes, I can just fall asleep while watching television. Wonder how am I going to survive this semester. Everything is so tough. Sometimes, I was pondering whether being in the line of accounting is really what I want to be doing for about 20-30 years of my life? What lies in my future lies in my hands and I do not want to take a wrong step. Every step is critical.
Was choosing my elective for year 3 sometime ago. Choose Financial Planning. Hope I will not regret choosing that. I really hate this kind of feeling. Pray hard that I will go for my attachment at the end of my year 3. I prefer to study all the way then go for attachment.
In the twinkling of an eye, common tests are around the corner, so is New Year followed by Chinese New Year. Definitely have to study doubly hard this semester, but where is my motivation and determination??? Still slacking like nobody’s business. Haiz… Really don’t want to be killed by any of the modules. HELP!!!~
11:43 PM
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