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Tuesday, December 14, 2004



Now in school... Lesson was supposed to end at 4pm. But the tutor dismiss us early... So now, I am blogging while waiting to go for my driving basic theory practice at 44opm... Booked my basic theory test on 29-12-2004. Pray hard that I will pass on my 1st attempt... Will be meeting Sherline after my lesson and head off to Takashimaya to try the swimsuit then decide whether to buy it or not... But what is holding me back is actually the price. The whole suit cost about $113...!

I am so excited!!! Haha... Because I will be going to Wild Wild Wet next Friday with Sherline to celebrate her birthday. But it is kind of trouble having to bring a laptop on Friday and going to WWW after that. So Sherline arranged B to help me bring my laptop home then return to me after that. But in the end, he was working so he asked A to meet me... Hahahahahahahah!!!!~~~ So that means to say, I'll be seeing A! Haha... So happy... Its been such a loooong time since we coincidentally met at Causeway Point. Miss him terribly! No words can exactly describe how much I miss him... The feeling is really indescribable! Haha... -knock my head- Really crazy at the thought of being able to see him... Hope everything goes well. I don't want to yi chang huan xi yi chang kong...

Went shopping with Mom and Sherline on Friday at Causeway Point. Mom wanted to get Charles and Keith lifetime membership card, so she have to spend at least $120. And so.... -evil smiles- Hiak hiak... I bought 1 pair of shoes and a pair of slippers... Heez... But the bad thing was, I have to go all the way to Compass Point to change for my size because it ran out of stock at Causeway outlet...

Went to Compass Point with Sherline on Saturday. Of course the main motive is to change my shoes. Tried shopping there, but somehow was not used to the environment there. Maybe its because I am really new so I felt strange. Hence, Sherline and I went to PS because she wanted to play DDR. Bought 2 shirts and 1 skirt at Echo. Heez... One of the top is really nice and special... Then B called me and asked to meet at Orchard. So I told him to meet later after we finish shopping at PS. By the time we finished shopping at PS, I messaged and told him I am on my way there. But too bad, he and A have to leave Orchard to go for their poly gathering... Too bad... Missed my chance to see A... But its ok... Because B told Sherline that A wishes to arrange a day for the 4 of us to meet... Heez... But this particular question keep flashing on my mind... Does he like me or he just want to meet as friends??? -shrugs-

Shawn called me on Sunday night... Was so shocked. Chatted on the phone for quite sometime. Talked about alot of things. And he even asked me whether I got boyfriend or not. Since I do not have one, of course I said no... Then he told me he is looking for one. He added that he want a companion. Then he also said that I think now you want to concentrate on your studies right??? I was stunned at what he said... What is he trying to say? He tried to ask me out but i gave him excuses like my lessons end quite late.

What a coincidence! On my way home, my classmate and I decided to buy ice-cream to eat before taking the train home. After I finished eating, someone called me, and guess who was it???? Its Shawn... -_-" Was talking to him just the night before and now I saw him... Told Sherline and she say its fate... -_-" After talking for him, both of us went separate ways... When I was on my way walking home, Shawn called to ask to have dinner together. As usual, I said no... He was so funny, he said that we can have dinner at some coffeeshops near my house or even at Compass Point. Then I was laughing out loud when he mentioned Compass Point. I immediately told him that my house is near Causeway Point not Compass Point... Haha...

Think I had better end now. Going for my practice already... Buaiz... Take care peeps! (~_^)

3:50 PM



Tuesday, December 07, 2004



Was so damn pissed off! Mom kept shouting at the top of her voice... As usual, she's nagging about the usual stuffs... Not helping out with the housework, making the house so messy, this and that and the list goes on... How I wish I could just stay out till the wee hours and not hear her nags... What actually pissed me off is that she was criticising my results!!! She claimed that all she want from my sis and I is just a pass. Yeah! I got not just a pass, I passed ALL my modules... And even scored a distinction for one module... What else is she asking for??? 100/100??? If she think it is so easy to score an AD, she had better try taking the exams herself. Not that I am saying I am clever or whatever, I was just so damn pissed off. Cant she try to be more reasonable???

The other thing that I was pissed off is my curfew... Can you imagine a 19 year old having a curfew of 9pm??? Yes... U did not read wrongly... Its 9pm... NINE! Because of this, I believed I have missed out a lof of the night life out there... Not about clubbing. Like having supper with my dear friends, or just having chats outside or blah... Damn shitty... Wat a life I've got...! Or even, is this a life???

She even shouted at me saying I did not iron the clothes... Please lah... You want me to wake up at 5am every Sunday and go down to shop to help out and by the time I reach home in the afternoon, I am already dead beat. And you keep shouting at me for going out every Saturday for shopping. Saturday is the only day I can relax... Normally, Sunday is the day where I usually spend the whole afternoon to iron all the clothes at home... Yes! Not 1 person's clothes, not 1 day's clothes. Is the clothes of 4 people that they wore for a week. Can you imagine the mountain of clothes? And all you do everyday is to count the stupid pile of money in front of you and go to the salon to have your hair washed... I know you are also tired, but can you spare a thought for me also? Please, I am no longer the little girl who used to stay at home, and do whatever you demand. I also want my own space, my freedom. Is that too much to ask for? Can't I just spend even a day doing what I want and being with who I want to be with??? You said no boyfriend, and I listened to you. You even want to interfere with the kind of clothes I wear. And I listened. This is not the kind of life I want... If you tell me no, I would rather die... What's the point of living if all you want me to do is to stay by your side and do all the housework and help out at the shop? YOu have already wasted 2 years of my life by wanting me to go to JC out of my choice. What else do you want? You might as well ask me to stop studying and be your full time maid at home and help out at the shop. Isn't it better? You don't even have to spend a single cent to employ a maid and get so worried whether is she doing things behind you back, is she stealing your precious stuffs, did she do the housework properly and etc...

10:09 PM



Friday, December 03, 2004



Was watching Singapore Idol history in the making... The two finalists- Sylvester Sim and Taufik Batisah performed really well... But no matter how good Taufik fared last night, and so what if he was being crowned as the 1st Singapore Idol... Sylvester will still be my Singapore Idol. And I believe he will make it big... Bigger than Taufik! Seconds just before the results were released, I felt as if my heart was in my mouth even though I was mentally prepared for Gurmit to announce the 1st Singapore Idol is Taufik. I was praying for a super big miracle to happen. Heez... Though this miracle that I was praying for did not come true. But still, I must say that last night was a win-win situation for both of them. Because they both got contracts wif BMG! Haha... So no one lose out. They are both winners...

Sylvester performed 3 songs last night- "Its My Life", "An Jing" and "I Dream". His opening was not as powerful as what I expected. Or maybe the effect is better when you listen it at the stadium. -shrug shoulder- His performance for An Jing was nice... But it was really music to my ears when he sang "I Dream". It sounded so sincere. He really sang it straight from his heart to everyone out there. But Taufik's version of "I Dream" sounded otherwise. It revealed how powerful his vocals are. But the sincerity wasn't there. Wonder how can I get hold of Sylvester's version of "I Dream". Really want to listen to it again... Words simply cannot describe how great I think it was. If anyone of you out there knows where to get it, please let me know k... Thanks a million!

Meet up with my Maybank colleagues today. When I woke up, zhu tou aka See Hwee messaged me to change the meeting time to 1pm because she woke up late and cannot get ready on time. After meeting zhu tou at Sembawang, went to meet Simin at Yishun and we headed straight for cineleisure. Watched The Incredibles and took neoprint... Haha... So fun... The movie is really nice... Haha... So cute and funny...


My Maybank colleagues...


One of my makeover pic... eek!

1:36 AM