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Today jus celebrate my bdae... For ur info, my bdae is nt on 29th Feb! Haha... Cos my mom's 2 closest frens cannot celebrate my bdae wif me next wk, so they decided to celebrate it earlier... And the 2 jiejie bought swensens ice-cream cake n a bdae present which i haven open yet... hehe... I wan to wait till 8th mar den open... heez... For dinner, we went to tis restaurant called Family's Wok at Macpherson Road... Had fried pig trotters, Tom Yam Soup, steam fish, sm yam thing and a vegetable dish called "Wa3 wa2 cai" which i translate and call it doll doll vegetable... Heez... And they made the balachan chilli themselves... It smells so nice so i jus taste abit, and guess wat, it was so damn hot tt i felt my ears burning! OMG!!! But it is really nice....!!! Yummy! After that, we went home to cut my bdae cake... It was so delicious... So heavenly... Haha, i've had such a sumptous meal tonight.
Yesterday went to moe to apply for poly courses with Laimeng at abt 10.30... So troublesome, still hav to queue up to enter the actual building, den queue again to surrender ic and photocopy ic. After entering the customer service centre, hav to queue again to get the registratio form, after finish filling up the form, hav to queue again to pay for it. Like tis haven finish, still hav to queue again to make sure that everything is correct. Haiz... By the time i finish every procedures, is already 12.10! Haiz... Den we went to Kelly Services at International Plaza cos Laimeng is lookin for a job while waiting for poly to start. Finally, we can hav our lunch... Was so hungry cos i din eat any breakfast... After tt, we headed straight for home...
On fri, i went for tis interview at Science Centre. Though it is only a 3 days job, but it pays quite well. $7.50/hr! Haha... One of the highest pay i ever come across... And the interview was so bad cos i m supposed to choose a toy among 7 or 8 different toys and come up with a story and present it to the interviewers. They will act as little kids and make things difficult for us. And we muz b patient enough to handle them. Was thinkin i wun b able to get the job cos i din fare well at all.... Sort of stammering cos i really dunnoe wat to say and i was merely crappin in front of the 3 interviewers... Had lunch at science centre mac den went to Kelly Services. When we went there, they offered 2 jobs. The in-charge was like lookin at us and ask who can speak fluent english. And my 5 colleagues pointed at me. Was so shocked! The in-charge den told me the job. It is workin at Citibank for 1 mth and the pay is $1200!!! Omg! Haiz... but too bad i cannot take up the job cos i m still attached to maybank. Stupid!!! Argh!!!!!!!!! OK, fine... Den another job is at Singtel, $6.50/hr. Still quite gd but i cannot take the job cos i m still attached to maybank.... Haiz... Wrong timing... So in the end, i din manage to find any long term job... Haiz... Then at night, i msg sherline to tell her i've gt the $7.50/hr job, but i press too fast n the msg was sent to him... -_-|| den he gt reply lah. Den after tt we din msg le... At ard 9+ at nite, he msg me!!! Haha.... SO HAPPY!!! Den he ask when i m gg to apply for poly n wat course m i gg to apply for. I told him accountacy n he asked me to go and apply for civil and structural engineering...
-_-|| pengz... den i told i dun wan cos i dun like... den he ask wat poly m i gg, so i say ngee ann lor.. i wana go ngee ann see chio bu, dun wan to see yandao... den he Yeah cos he is frm sp... Ehem, nt everyone in sp is shuai lorz... But seriously, tink he can b considered one of sp yandao... Heez... Was quite happy he msg me, but dunnoe in future will he still do so anot... Haiz... Still gt alot of things i wana say, but tink it's nt very convenient huh... Haha...

11:30 PM
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Today was so damn sianz at work... Nothin much to do... Kept countin down the time so that i can leave the boring place and go Bugis to meet Sherline... She msged me around 12.45pm n confirm whether are we meeting anot... Rushed to Bugis after work, and i reached there early, so i waited for Sherline... Den we went for our lunch first... Had fried rice and 2 side orders and it cost $5.90!!! OMG! This is so damn ex lorz... After tt, we walked around.... We came across this very nice skirt n originally, it cost $49, but after discount it cost $32.20. Hehez... Very nice... Love it... Haha... Den walk walk around bugis, bought a pair of earrings which cost $8.90 n bought a very small bottle of Lancome Miracle Perfume. Quite ex leh, 6ml only and it cost me $14.90. Haiz... No choice lah, since i like it so much... Haiz... Yesterday my mom help me update my bank book. I only earned $786 since 6th Jan !!! So pathetic rite... I m goin to quit this job when my contract ends and look for another beta job... Though i only gt an O level cert, but $5/hr is really pathetic after CPF deductions lorz... Haiz... Even NS guys earn more than me lorz... Den last nite, i oso bought 2 U2 shirt. Very cheap leh... Cos they havin sales now... Haha... So happy gt new clothes... Den last nite, he msged me... Finally! But i somehw, i jus din bother to reply him or forward him any thing... And oso, last few days, Shawn msged me, and sort of chatted via sms, and he told me i've turned prettier! Heez... But pretty oso no use, no one wans... Haiz... Den today when shoppin at bugis, ehem's best fren msged me and ask where m i. If u dun wan to hav a gf for 5 yrs, y bother to noe where m i? Plssss, dun lead me on when you hav already made ur decision....

9:06 PM
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Yeah, i m counting down to the last day of work in Maybank n oso my bdae... Hehe... 11 more days to the end of my contract n 14 more days to my bdae!!! Muz buy present for me hor... Heez... Had a rather sour, sweet, bitter n spicy yr... Get to know many ppl, nice n bad, shuai, pretty, nt gd lookin n bitchy ppl... But all these are part of growin up... Tink i've learnt to take things slightly more easily as compared to last time... And on 19-2-2004, i've promised myself n sherline tt i wun b gettin myself a bf within my yrs in poly. No matter hw gd lookin or hw caring is any guy, i wun get a bf... If i were to get one, i will hav to treat her to seoul garden n oso, i wun b able to b an accountant... Fine... I will prove to u tt i m able to be single throughout my yrs in poly. I m really tired, tired of wantin to hav a bf, tired of missin sm1... If i can choose, i rather b single all my life den i dun hav to b bothered by matters of the heart... Isn't tt beta??? Ease my pain n everything... Need nt torture myself at all! Since tt day he told me he wun b gettin a gf for the next 5 yrs, he din msg me anymore... Been tinkin abt him everyday, every thought of him makes me felt so damn awful. It feels like something is missing. Like a missing piece of jigsaw, it makes me felt so incomplete. But since tt is his choice, i cannot do anything at all. I hav been pondering whether to ask him, WHY 5 years? But i dare nt pick up my courage to ask him tt qns... I m really afraid to noe the ans... I m scared tt i cannot accept it... Felt really damn uneasy... Kept lookin at my hp these few days... I m waitin for him to msg... But to no avail... Nt bad huh, i can save ALOT of msg this month... WASTED so much sms for the past few mths on sm1 who is nt worth it... Felt so stupid of me... Y m i so stupid?!?!? Ppl msg u, can choose nt to reply wad, reply him for wad, waste money, waste time n waste energy... And the amazing thing is, i din charge my hp for 1 week already! Haha... Save my electricity oso... Seriously, if i wan to forget him, i dun tink it will be that easy for me... It will take yearssss.........

12:39 AM
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I m finally here again... But i m feelin damn awful... I really dunnoe hw to describe... Tis yr's vdae was like shit! Real big pile of shit! Hw i wish i jus stayed at home... I really feel like cryin whenever i tot of this... I went bac to jj on vdae to visit my frens... But most of them were busy catchin up wif their old frens... Ok fine... I've gt nothin much to say... Luckily sherline volunteer to accompany me back, if nt i'll b such a loner in jj... And on my way der, this pervert or crazy guy, jus grab my hand, gave it a squeeze n walked off... Wat the hell lorz... Dun tink its vdae u can go ard squeezing girls hands... After leavin jj, he msg me askin whether m i in jurong pt... Ok... So i told him i m on my way der... Look here, i din ask him out, he is the one who ask me whether m i in jurong point... So we meet up n walked ard den had KFC for dinner... Actually wanted to go karaoke, but was so damn tired, n sm1 is meetin him to pass him a present... OMG!!! pass him a present on vdae??? Kept wondering whether it is a girl or a guy.... Haiz... Den on my way hm, he msg me Happy Valentine's Day... Ok, at least he did wish me sth, better than nothin... So i replied him sth hAppy valentine's day n hope he will find his "right one" soon... Hw i wish i did nt add the last part... Cos he replied n said sth like he wun b gettin a gf for the next 5 yrs, no matter wat, oso cannot. And the whole world seems crumbling down on me durin tt split seconds... 5 yrs!!! Wat the hell! If tis is the case, y he wans to noe me in the 1st place? Y he ask me out, acc me hm, buy me dinner, wait for me to knock off frm my work???????? Are u jus findin replacement? Wat actually r u tryin to do??? Can u pls tell me??? I wan to noe the ans.... I m very scared, scared cos i really dunnoe hw to come out of this deep shit... I m already sinkin in... bit by bit ever since i noe u in Suntec... Life seems so wonderful after noein u... Life seems so perfect wif u makin my day. Suddenly u break tis news to me, hw u wan me to accept? Dun u noe my feelings for u? I really feel like askin u, WHY WHY wait for 5 yrs? Though 5 yrs is neither a long nor short period of time, but are u sure u will find ur "right one" only 5 yrs? Even when i slp, i oso dream of u... I tink i'm hopeless... Frens ard me r askin me confess my feelings for u, but i m really afraid to noe ur decision, but if i dun confess, i might regret it for the rest of my life, bcos u r really very perfect to me... I've nv come across someone whom i hav such strong feelings for... U r the 1st one... N i hope u will b the only one... But i guess, tis will only happen in my dream.... Where everything seems so perfect... If only i can live in my dream forever, my life will the perfect............................................................

1:19 AM
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i m bac after a wk... Haha... Very tired to come online n update my blog... 2 more days to Valentines' Day! Haha... Can't wait to see my ex classmates in jc... Really miss dem alot... Erm... If i m nt wrong, din get to see most of dem for like abt 2 -3 mths le.... And oso can't wait to see ehem... Haha... Din see him for abt a mth le... Both of us were busy wif our own tings... I m busy workin n he is busy studyin n workin oso... But oso nt confirm will meet lah... Dunnoe lah... Haiz... Ytd morning received his gd morning msg, soooo sweet... Hehez... Den i oso send him 1 gd mornin msg lorz... Den suddenly tot of the Embassy thingy... So i asked him whether he wans to join me n sherline on vdae for dinner at Embassy anot... Cos we can buy 2 meals n get 2 meals free... Heez... And he say he dun tink tis promotion is on on vdae, there might b other promotions... So sher called up Embassy to ask, and he is right... There's other promotion on vdae... Tt means we hav to tink of other places to go for dinner le... Den all of a sudden, he msg n say : Hey, i call u 2nitez... And i was like stunned, shocked and startled! Hahaz... Cos we dun often tok on the fone, we normally msg... So i ask whether did he msg the wrong person n he say he is supposed to msg a bird, but in the end msg me.... -_-|| best liao lorz... disturb me... Went to my job agency after work to hand up the time sheet wif my colleague... After tt, we went for our dinner at taka mos burger... Was actually nt hungry at all, but hav to eat sth mah... So i ate a teriyaki chicken meal.... After tt went kino n borders cos my colleague was lookin for niceee box to put her valentines' gift for her frens... But she can't find any suitable ones... So we went hm... Reached hm at abt 9.40... Was waiting for his call... So excited! haha... Den in the meantime, i blend fruit n vegetable juice for my family to drink... Den tok to sherline abt her project... And... He called my hp... Haha... So happi...! Den i very stupid leh, i asked him who is he....! Omg... Den he say, u dunnoe who m i arh?? Den i realised its him... Haha... After tokin to sherline, i tok to him for abt an hr... Haha... Tok to him can vomit blood sia... Keep ka jiao-in me n suan me cos my pay very little n i work like shit... And his pay more than mine n he only work for 8 days in a mth! humph~ Fine... Wait till i get a beta job den u cannot suan me anymore... Haha... But seriously, i really enjoy tokin to him... We hav got so many things to tok n suan each other... Normally, i dun hav much tings to tok to guys n mostly, they r the ones who tok more than i do... But with him, i can tok alot... Haha... Den sometimes, i purposely dun msg him, see whether will he take the initiative to msg me anot... And he did!!! Haha.. So happy....

10:46 PM
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Hihi... Din blog for almost a wk le... Was really busy n tired for the past few days n last wk cos i was workin OT... Hav to do filing and there are like 3 wardrobes of applications waitin to be filed... It may sound easy... Filin only mah... True, but there are like 12 digits for u to look for plus there are 7 rooms for u to search for.... Does it still sound easy??? Haha... And i oso hav to climb up the ladder to retrieve the file if it on the top of the bookshelf... Haha... And the stupid ting is, only 2 temp staffs n 2 perm staffs noe hw to do filing, the rest dunnoe... N they only teach temp staff, nv teach perm staffs... Stupid ritez... Anyway, dun tok abt it le... Tokin abt job, i'll get pek chek... I hav a very %^&* colleague... Haha... Dun tok abt her le... These few days, i was feelin rather low... Cos he din msg me since end of last wk... Felt so erm... listless?? Den i msg him gd nitez msges, he oso din bother to send at least gd nite to me... So i decided nt to msg him unti he msg me... Very bad hor... But i m like tis... Haha... Went to orchard with Sherline on mon and we shopped 2 hrs at wisma level 1 only... Haha... There's sales everywhere... And i saw tis very nice blouse... Gt the taste of the roman century... But there's only sizes M n L left... So i tried on the M lorz.. And it is so big... Omg.. But i loved tt blouse... And it is only $19 after discount.. If no discount, it cost $49!!! omg... A difference of $30 lehz... So wasted dun hav my size... SO we left the shop den went to bossini... I saw tis very nice top which cost only $10. Sherline tinks it is a very nice top too.. So we both went to try on this top n i find it ok on me... Moreover it is a sleeveless shirt... Dun really get used to wearing sleeveless... Den Sherline keep sayin i look nice in tt shirt... Keep psycho-in me to buy it... In the end, i bought it... Moreover is cost only $10... Hehe... Den we went to look for the perfume i like - Miracle by Lancome... And i saw it even b4 i entered the shoppin centre... So i asked the price for 100ml Miracle... It cost $138!!! OMg.... I tink tis amt is abt half of my ang pow $ sia... But i really love it... So i decided to ask my mom's fren's fren to help me get it at the duty free shop... If the price remains unchanged, it shld cost abt $80 for a 100ml Miracle perfume... Haha... It is abt $50 cheaper lorz... After tt, both of us proceed to Taka n we went to U2. I saw tis veryyyy nice skirt!!! Omg... I fell in love wif the skirt at 1st sight.. It is so nice.. It cost $49 b4 discount, after discount is $34.30. But the ting is, i dun hav so much $$ wif me n it is the last day of sales for U2. Was so sad... Nw, i m still tinkin abt tt shirt... So niceeee.... I love it... Haiz... Too bad i cannot buy it... It is abit ex w/o discount... Den after like 4 or 5 days, he finally msg me...! Haha... Was so happy... But i din reply his msg cos he msged me when i was workin, was so damn busy.... Until at nite when i jus reach hm, i was tryin to msg Sherline cos she called me but i was too busy to tok to her... And I started the msg with sth like "Ey, ger arh, so sorry i din return ur call jus nw cos i was very busy blah blah blah......" And i accidentally send it to him cos his name is the 1st one on my phonebk... So shitty... And he replied back when he bcum a ger... M i too stressed at work? Haha... Finally, finally we started msgin after so many days.... DIn see him for almost a mth le... Haiz... I m so busy wif my work, n he is workin n studyin at the same time... Wonder when can we meet... ~*Heaven Noes*~ Tis sat cannot cos i gg to ngee ann poly open hs, next sat definitely cannot cos i gg bac jj as i promised my frens to go bac... Wkdays cannot cos i workin OT n he's workin n studyin Haiz... Tink beta let nature take its course....~ I beta go n slp le.... Tmr still workin OT... Sianz... Hate workin wif tt colleague... !

10:57 PM
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Today jus celebrate my bdae... For ur info, my bdae is nt on 29th Feb! Haha... Cos my mom's 2 closest frens cannot celebrate my bdae wif me next wk, so they decided to celebrate it earlier... And the 2 jiejie bought swensens ice-cream cake n a bdae present which i haven open yet... hehe... I wan to wait till 8th mar den open... heez... For dinner, we went to tis restaurant called Family's Wok at Macpherson Road... Had fried pig trotters, Tom Yam Soup, steam fish, sm yam thing and a vegetable dish called "Wa3 wa2 cai" which i translate and call it doll doll vegetable... Heez... And they made the balachan chilli themselves... It smells so nice so i jus taste abit, and guess wat, it was so damn hot tt i felt my ears burning! OMG!!! But it is really nice....!!! Yummy! After that, we went home to cut my bdae cake... It was so delicious... So heavenly... Haha, i've had such a sumptous meal tonight.
Yesterday went to moe to apply for poly courses with Laimeng at abt 10.30... So troublesome, still hav to queue up to enter the actual building, den queue again to surrender ic and photocopy ic. After entering the customer service centre, hav to queue again to get the registratio form, after finish filling up the form, hav to queue again to pay for it. Like tis haven finish, still hav to queue again to make sure that everything is correct. Haiz... By the time i finish every procedures, is already 12.10! Haiz... Den we went to Kelly Services at International Plaza cos Laimeng is lookin for a job while waiting for poly to start. Finally, we can hav our lunch... Was so hungry cos i din eat any breakfast... After tt, we headed straight for home...
On fri, i went for tis interview at Science Centre. Though it is only a 3 days job, but it pays quite well. $7.50/hr! Haha... One of the highest pay i ever come across... And the interview was so bad cos i m supposed to choose a toy among 7 or 8 different toys and come up with a story and present it to the interviewers. They will act as little kids and make things difficult for us. And we muz b patient enough to handle them. Was thinkin i wun b able to get the job cos i din fare well at all.... Sort of stammering cos i really dunnoe wat to say and i was merely crappin in front of the 3 interviewers... Had lunch at science centre mac den went to Kelly Services. When we went there, they offered 2 jobs. The in-charge was like lookin at us and ask who can speak fluent english. And my 5 colleagues pointed at me. Was so shocked! The in-charge den told me the job. It is workin at Citibank for 1 mth and the pay is $1200!!! Omg! Haiz... but too bad i cannot take up the job cos i m still attached to maybank. Stupid!!! Argh!!!!!!!!! OK, fine... Den another job is at Singtel, $6.50/hr. Still quite gd but i cannot take the job cos i m still attached to maybank.... Haiz... Wrong timing... So in the end, i din manage to find any long term job... Haiz... Then at night, i msg sherline to tell her i've gt the $7.50/hr job, but i press too fast n the msg was sent to him... -_-|| den he gt reply lah. Den after tt we din msg le... At ard 9+ at nite, he msg me!!! Haha.... SO HAPPY!!! Den he ask when i m gg to apply for poly n wat course m i gg to apply for. I told him accountacy n he asked me to go and apply for civil and structural engineering...
-_-|| pengz... den i told i dun wan cos i dun like... den he ask wat poly m i gg, so i say ngee ann lor.. i wana go ngee ann see chio bu, dun wan to see yandao... den he Yeah cos he is frm sp... Ehem, nt everyone in sp is shuai lorz... But seriously, tink he can b considered one of sp yandao... Heez... Was quite happy he msg me, but dunnoe in future will he still do so anot... Haiz... Still gt alot of things i wana say, but tink it's nt very convenient huh... Haha...

11:30 PM
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Today was so damn sianz at work... Nothin much to do... Kept countin down the time so that i can leave the boring place and go Bugis to meet Sherline... She msged me around 12.45pm n confirm whether are we meeting anot... Rushed to Bugis after work, and i reached there early, so i waited for Sherline... Den we went for our lunch first... Had fried rice and 2 side orders and it cost $5.90!!! OMG! This is so damn ex lorz... After tt, we walked around.... We came across this very nice skirt n originally, it cost $49, but after discount it cost $32.20. Hehez... Very nice... Love it... Haha... Den walk walk around bugis, bought a pair of earrings which cost $8.90 n bought a very small bottle of Lancome Miracle Perfume. Quite ex leh, 6ml only and it cost me $14.90. Haiz... No choice lah, since i like it so much... Haiz... Yesterday my mom help me update my bank book. I only earned $786 since 6th Jan !!! So pathetic rite... I m goin to quit this job when my contract ends and look for another beta job... Though i only gt an O level cert, but $5/hr is really pathetic after CPF deductions lorz... Haiz... Even NS guys earn more than me lorz... Den last nite, i oso bought 2 U2 shirt. Very cheap leh... Cos they havin sales now... Haha... So happy gt new clothes... Den last nite, he msged me... Finally! But i somehw, i jus din bother to reply him or forward him any thing... And oso, last few days, Shawn msged me, and sort of chatted via sms, and he told me i've turned prettier! Heez... But pretty oso no use, no one wans... Haiz... Den today when shoppin at bugis, ehem's best fren msged me and ask where m i. If u dun wan to hav a gf for 5 yrs, y bother to noe where m i? Plssss, dun lead me on when you hav already made ur decision....

9:06 PM
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Yeah, i m counting down to the last day of work in Maybank n oso my bdae... Hehe... 11 more days to the end of my contract n 14 more days to my bdae!!! Muz buy present for me hor... Heez... Had a rather sour, sweet, bitter n spicy yr... Get to know many ppl, nice n bad, shuai, pretty, nt gd lookin n bitchy ppl... But all these are part of growin up... Tink i've learnt to take things slightly more easily as compared to last time... And on 19-2-2004, i've promised myself n sherline tt i wun b gettin myself a bf within my yrs in poly. No matter hw gd lookin or hw caring is any guy, i wun get a bf... If i were to get one, i will hav to treat her to seoul garden n oso, i wun b able to b an accountant... Fine... I will prove to u tt i m able to be single throughout my yrs in poly. I m really tired, tired of wantin to hav a bf, tired of missin sm1... If i can choose, i rather b single all my life den i dun hav to b bothered by matters of the heart... Isn't tt beta??? Ease my pain n everything... Need nt torture myself at all! Since tt day he told me he wun b gettin a gf for the next 5 yrs, he din msg me anymore... Been tinkin abt him everyday, every thought of him makes me felt so damn awful. It feels like something is missing. Like a missing piece of jigsaw, it makes me felt so incomplete. But since tt is his choice, i cannot do anything at all. I hav been pondering whether to ask him, WHY 5 years? But i dare nt pick up my courage to ask him tt qns... I m really afraid to noe the ans... I m scared tt i cannot accept it... Felt really damn uneasy... Kept lookin at my hp these few days... I m waitin for him to msg... But to no avail... Nt bad huh, i can save ALOT of msg this month... WASTED so much sms for the past few mths on sm1 who is nt worth it... Felt so stupid of me... Y m i so stupid?!?!? Ppl msg u, can choose nt to reply wad, reply him for wad, waste money, waste time n waste energy... And the amazing thing is, i din charge my hp for 1 week already! Haha... Save my electricity oso... Seriously, if i wan to forget him, i dun tink it will be that easy for me... It will take yearssss.........

12:39 AM
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I m finally here again... But i m feelin damn awful... I really dunnoe hw to describe... Tis yr's vdae was like shit! Real big pile of shit! Hw i wish i jus stayed at home... I really feel like cryin whenever i tot of this... I went bac to jj on vdae to visit my frens... But most of them were busy catchin up wif their old frens... Ok fine... I've gt nothin much to say... Luckily sherline volunteer to accompany me back, if nt i'll b such a loner in jj... And on my way der, this pervert or crazy guy, jus grab my hand, gave it a squeeze n walked off... Wat the hell lorz... Dun tink its vdae u can go ard squeezing girls hands... After leavin jj, he msg me askin whether m i in jurong pt... Ok... So i told him i m on my way der... Look here, i din ask him out, he is the one who ask me whether m i in jurong point... So we meet up n walked ard den had KFC for dinner... Actually wanted to go karaoke, but was so damn tired, n sm1 is meetin him to pass him a present... OMG!!! pass him a present on vdae??? Kept wondering whether it is a girl or a guy.... Haiz... Den on my way hm, he msg me Happy Valentine's Day... Ok, at least he did wish me sth, better than nothin... So i replied him sth hAppy valentine's day n hope he will find his "right one" soon... Hw i wish i did nt add the last part... Cos he replied n said sth like he wun b gettin a gf for the next 5 yrs, no matter wat, oso cannot. And the whole world seems crumbling down on me durin tt split seconds... 5 yrs!!! Wat the hell! If tis is the case, y he wans to noe me in the 1st place? Y he ask me out, acc me hm, buy me dinner, wait for me to knock off frm my work???????? Are u jus findin replacement? Wat actually r u tryin to do??? Can u pls tell me??? I wan to noe the ans.... I m very scared, scared cos i really dunnoe hw to come out of this deep shit... I m already sinkin in... bit by bit ever since i noe u in Suntec... Life seems so wonderful after noein u... Life seems so perfect wif u makin my day. Suddenly u break tis news to me, hw u wan me to accept? Dun u noe my feelings for u? I really feel like askin u, WHY WHY wait for 5 yrs? Though 5 yrs is neither a long nor short period of time, but are u sure u will find ur "right one" only 5 yrs? Even when i slp, i oso dream of u... I tink i'm hopeless... Frens ard me r askin me confess my feelings for u, but i m really afraid to noe ur decision, but if i dun confess, i might regret it for the rest of my life, bcos u r really very perfect to me... I've nv come across someone whom i hav such strong feelings for... U r the 1st one... N i hope u will b the only one... But i guess, tis will only happen in my dream.... Where everything seems so perfect... If only i can live in my dream forever, my life will the perfect............................................................

1:19 AM
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i m bac after a wk... Haha... Very tired to come online n update my blog... 2 more days to Valentines' Day! Haha... Can't wait to see my ex classmates in jc... Really miss dem alot... Erm... If i m nt wrong, din get to see most of dem for like abt 2 -3 mths le.... And oso can't wait to see ehem... Haha... Din see him for abt a mth le... Both of us were busy wif our own tings... I m busy workin n he is busy studyin n workin oso... But oso nt confirm will meet lah... Dunnoe lah... Haiz... Ytd morning received his gd morning msg, soooo sweet... Hehez... Den i oso send him 1 gd mornin msg lorz... Den suddenly tot of the Embassy thingy... So i asked him whether he wans to join me n sherline on vdae for dinner at Embassy anot... Cos we can buy 2 meals n get 2 meals free... Heez... And he say he dun tink tis promotion is on on vdae, there might b other promotions... So sher called up Embassy to ask, and he is right... There's other promotion on vdae... Tt means we hav to tink of other places to go for dinner le... Den all of a sudden, he msg n say : Hey, i call u 2nitez... And i was like stunned, shocked and startled! Hahaz... Cos we dun often tok on the fone, we normally msg... So i ask whether did he msg the wrong person n he say he is supposed to msg a bird, but in the end msg me.... -_-|| best liao lorz... disturb me... Went to my job agency after work to hand up the time sheet wif my colleague... After tt, we went for our dinner at taka mos burger... Was actually nt hungry at all, but hav to eat sth mah... So i ate a teriyaki chicken meal.... After tt went kino n borders cos my colleague was lookin for niceee box to put her valentines' gift for her frens... But she can't find any suitable ones... So we went hm... Reached hm at abt 9.40... Was waiting for his call... So excited! haha... Den in the meantime, i blend fruit n vegetable juice for my family to drink... Den tok to sherline abt her project... And... He called my hp... Haha... So happi...! Den i very stupid leh, i asked him who is he....! Omg... Den he say, u dunnoe who m i arh?? Den i realised its him... Haha... After tokin to sherline, i tok to him for abt an hr... Haha... Tok to him can vomit blood sia... Keep ka jiao-in me n suan me cos my pay very little n i work like shit... And his pay more than mine n he only work for 8 days in a mth! humph~ Fine... Wait till i get a beta job den u cannot suan me anymore... Haha... But seriously, i really enjoy tokin to him... We hav got so many things to tok n suan each other... Normally, i dun hav much tings to tok to guys n mostly, they r the ones who tok more than i do... But with him, i can tok alot... Haha... Den sometimes, i purposely dun msg him, see whether will he take the initiative to msg me anot... And he did!!! Haha.. So happy....

10:46 PM
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Hihi... Din blog for almost a wk le... Was really busy n tired for the past few days n last wk cos i was workin OT... Hav to do filing and there are like 3 wardrobes of applications waitin to be filed... It may sound easy... Filin only mah... True, but there are like 12 digits for u to look for plus there are 7 rooms for u to search for.... Does it still sound easy??? Haha... And i oso hav to climb up the ladder to retrieve the file if it on the top of the bookshelf... Haha... And the stupid ting is, only 2 temp staffs n 2 perm staffs noe hw to do filing, the rest dunnoe... N they only teach temp staff, nv teach perm staffs... Stupid ritez... Anyway, dun tok abt it le... Tokin abt job, i'll get pek chek... I hav a very %^&* colleague... Haha... Dun tok abt her le... These few days, i was feelin rather low... Cos he din msg me since end of last wk... Felt so erm... listless?? Den i msg him gd nitez msges, he oso din bother to send at least gd nite to me... So i decided nt to msg him unti he msg me... Very bad hor... But i m like tis... Haha... Went to orchard with Sherline on mon and we shopped 2 hrs at wisma level 1 only... Haha... There's sales everywhere... And i saw tis very nice blouse... Gt the taste of the roman century... But there's only sizes M n L left... So i tried on the M lorz.. And it is so big... Omg.. But i loved tt blouse... And it is only $19 after discount.. If no discount, it cost $49!!! omg... A difference of $30 lehz... So wasted dun hav my size... SO we left the shop den went to bossini... I saw tis very nice top which cost only $10. Sherline tinks it is a very nice top too.. So we both went to try on this top n i find it ok on me... Moreover it is a sleeveless shirt... Dun really get used to wearing sleeveless... Den Sherline keep sayin i look nice in tt shirt... Keep psycho-in me to buy it... In the end, i bought it... Moreover is cost only $10... Hehe... Den we went to look for the perfume i like - Miracle by Lancome... And i saw it even b4 i entered the shoppin centre... So i asked the price for 100ml Miracle... It cost $138!!! OMg.... I tink tis amt is abt half of my ang pow $ sia... But i really love it... So i decided to ask my mom's fren's fren to help me get it at the duty free shop... If the price remains unchanged, it shld cost abt $80 for a 100ml Miracle perfume... Haha... It is abt $50 cheaper lorz... After tt, both of us proceed to Taka n we went to U2. I saw tis veryyyy nice skirt!!! Omg... I fell in love wif the skirt at 1st sight.. It is so nice.. It cost $49 b4 discount, after discount is $34.30. But the ting is, i dun hav so much $$ wif me n it is the last day of sales for U2. Was so sad... Nw, i m still tinkin abt tt shirt... So niceeee.... I love it... Haiz... Too bad i cannot buy it... It is abit ex w/o discount... Den after like 4 or 5 days, he finally msg me...! Haha... Was so happy... But i din reply his msg cos he msged me when i was workin, was so damn busy.... Until at nite when i jus reach hm, i was tryin to msg Sherline cos she called me but i was too busy to tok to her... And I started the msg with sth like "Ey, ger arh, so sorry i din return ur call jus nw cos i was very busy blah blah blah......" And i accidentally send it to him cos his name is the 1st one on my phonebk... So shitty... And he replied back when he bcum a ger... M i too stressed at work? Haha... Finally, finally we started msgin after so many days.... DIn see him for almost a mth le... Haiz... I m so busy wif my work, n he is workin n studyin at the same time... Wonder when can we meet... ~*Heaven Noes*~ Tis sat cannot cos i gg to ngee ann poly open hs, next sat definitely cannot cos i gg bac jj as i promised my frens to go bac... Wkdays cannot cos i workin OT n he's workin n studyin Haiz... Tink beta let nature take its course....~ I beta go n slp le.... Tmr still workin OT... Sianz... Hate workin wif tt colleague... !

10:57 PM
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